Intimacy•Inner Me•Enemy

How can I accept intimacy when I don’t want him to see the inner me?

I’m my own worst enemy.

Dreams and visions of the future clouded by nightmares of the past.

How I know he ain’t just another nigga chasing ass?

Said I was ready for love now I’m like “wait, hold up”.

Does that really mean I gotta give this my all?

But what if shit goes left and we both fall?

Fear of the unknown got me feeling like I gotta keep a piece of me to maintain my peace in me.

Yet this vulnerability is so freeing.

Love really is freedom.

With him my spirit’s free.

I don’t really know how else to be.

So I pray in time he’ll see beyond the mask and see in to me, if it’s mean to be.


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